Thursday, May 8, 2008

*gasp*


Photo by Clayton Cubitt (aka Seige), from his Blue series.


This makes my heart pound.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Some days..... I read your posts and go....I'm not so sure.


Other times I think, WOW!

brownrabbit said...

Um.

OK?

Anonymous said...

That came across wrong.

Wow, as in, what the hell? Why put yourself through that?

brownrabbit said...

Hey, it's not a photo of ME!

But I do think it's a gorgeous photograph.

And it fascinates me and scares me at once. Beyond that, I'm interested in the way in which it triggers an immediate response in me... and then I consciously make a decision to not judge it (positively OR negatively, really). Looking at this photo is an exercise for me. I have not yet arrived at any fully-realized analysis. And I may never do so. I suppose I posted it as a challenge to myself. If it happens to challenge my readers, too, well, so much the better!

brownrabbit said...

Oh, and as for why people put themselves through this, I refer you back to my April 27th post. There is a link there to another blog that speaks to the sado-masochistic philosophy of administering pain so as to aid in the spiritual quest to transcend fear. It's the same logic by which the Opus Dei people wear the cilice-- and by which religious seekers of many other stripes mortify the flesh so as to move past the contraints of quotidian mindsets. I don't know if that reasoning answers your question or satisfies your balking, but it's an idea that interests me -- and makes some sense in theory, at least, if not in practice.

It's interesting to me, though, that so many of the Western sects that employ mortification-of-the-flesh practices privilege the mind over the body in their philosophies-- and yet, they use a technique which draws intense and focused attention to the PHYSICAL self, in the form of bodily pain, in order to draw "higher" thought OUT of the body. It's counterintuitive, I think. And completely fascinating. To me, anyway.